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Chronic Dreamer

by Donna Vatnick

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1.
Begin Again 01:45
Making my way out to the sea So I can get lost Not in your eyes Making my way out through the dark Walking for miles Gonna get lost How do I begin again? How do I begin again? How do I begin? How do I begin?
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Mosquitoes 03:23
Standing on a hill Way above it all It's so dark The further you go Standing on a hill Grass itching my bones I am small and so tall (oooh ooh) The houses are like blocks Ladybugs are little cars Roads unwind like rivers bend Let mosquitoes linger on Let mosquitoes linger on Let mosquitoes linger on my skin Standing on a hill Way above it all Breathe the air From someone's lung Kingdoms fall These pines have burned These mountains walk On melting rock It's so easy to forget It's so easy to forget Let mosquitos linger on my skin Even kingdoms fall and rise All we love will meet demise Let mosquitoes linger on my skin Let mosquitoes linger on my skin
3.
Too Close 03:33
We're just spinning round and round Both eyes on the ground Lips don't make a sound Trading breaths and figure when We get older Time will begin Maybe we are just too close To the answer Maybe you are just a ghost of a letter Sinking into sleepless beds With countless thoughts inside our heads As the stars above Become brilliant So we have to wait our turn To burn, burn, burn Or learn to forget I can't be the only one Without an answer (Maybe I am just a ghost) of a whisper Maybe we are just too close To the answers Maybe you are just a ghost of a dreamer
4.
Please Forget me I'm an hourglass running dry If you follow me I am only gonna dim your light For you I'm just a lighthouse In a sea of stars When you're lost And I will always be waiting by the station To catch the first train out Of sight, run As fast as your feet can take you Give your love To a girl who would never think to break you I'll bite my tongue You'll whisper to her sweet 'I love you's Take your time Don't wait for me Please Forgive me I'm a yellow fog overseas What's it good for? Just a sinister set of keys? The words all emptied out into the streets All our fears, all our lies And I will always be waiting by the station To catch the first train out Of sight, run As fast as your feet can take you Give your love To a girl who would never think to break you I'll bite my tongue You'll whisper to her sweet 'I love you's Take your time Don't wait for me
5.
I've been sleeping for a thousand years The captain of a vessel I can't steer They say I need to follow the constellations But I don't even know my destination Carve your future on a skipping stone Watch it sink down to the depths alone Carve your name into a fallen tree Maybe someday you'll come back to me I've been dreaming of a thousand lives Each of which has not been realized They say follow your compass to the North Well, what if my heart just switched poles? Carve your future on a skipping stone Watch it sink down to the depths alone Carve your name into a fallen tree Maybe someday you'll come back to me
6.
Flowerbed 04:31
His skin was white Translucent as light I trace it all back in his veins And I watch him sleep As he dreams next to me And he twists and he turns in the night He twists and he turns In the night when I wake He twists and he turns In the night I escape He gave me his word I gave him my hand And I fell blindly into his bed I left the ring And I took the road by the throat and called it my own Where was the sun when he shined? Who is this lover of mine? Did I know him so well? I'm under his spell I lay my will Right at my feet I wear my crown Gold with defeat You call me your flowerbed Because I'm where you rest your head Before you go off to sleep For you there's no consequence For me, only repentance For the sins that I keep Tell me story I don't already know Tell me a story I don't already know.
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Quiet sun you go down so slight and faint. Strong glare, so sweet, my window paint warms your sturdy palm’s touch, but cannot taint the Outside cold. The days are old, And memories sweep dusty corners Forgotten answers untold adorn hers, All spoken words: just was and were Sun, we are past tense. Understand as callused fingers pluck tender strings The soft notes ring into the bitter air where tensions break as we cling – That to describe this feeling is as hard as tack. Emotions linger, only hinder Motions forward, moving toward A life full, but it lacks you. Which is fine, Which is good. You could have never been my should. My should have stayed, my should have kept, I would have filled tear jars and wept. We were not to last, My Sun and I, Though dancing orange lights still cast Shadows, yours and my Own years On pavement We fell hard my dear. So that was that, and now we’re done. Perhaps you’ve won, You slipped by first, I missed you worse. You sunk far away from me; And from darkness I wasn’t apt to flee. It happened fast, So fast I didn’t see it last. And rarely now you take my thoughts, And ever rarer my mind clots With images and longing-ness, And disbelief of our last kiss.
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released July 17, 2015

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Donna Vatnick Boston, Massachusetts

Rolling on the waves of change is always challenging; songwriting is a comforting companion for a wandering rower.

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